Normally, I don't feel comfortable reaching out to strangers but right now EVERYTHING is going wrong, wrong, WRONGGG. Basically I'm having problems with my parents because they want me to graduate COLLEGE at age 15-16!!! I CAN'T! And they're really strict ON TOP OF not liking me as a person. And my siblings have been so disrespectful i can't take it anymore. But what really set me off is that today i found out my bf was arrested and I won't be able to talk to him for 7-8 MONTHS. My birthday is this Thursday and I won't even be able to talk to him. Next week I start camp and I'll have to look out for my 6 younger siblings AND do summer school so I can graduate early. I'm struggling with maths and I hate PE. All I can think about is sui.cide and it's taking over. What does my bf expect me to do?? All I can do is add him to my group of imaginary friends (which consists of people I've lost that i really miss) and I don't wanna do that. If I keep doing that It'll become my reality and I'll start to think that he's really here. Then I'll let everyone down! I'm so stressed and I've already cut so many times today. i really don't know what to do...
