It suggests a lack of life.
<span>The world of Iliad was such a world where when humen fought , gods also took sides to their favorite party aiding them in the battle and affecting the outcome of the battle.
Apollo, Artemis, Ares, and Aphrodite were the gods who sided with the Trojans while </span><span><span>Athena </span>
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Hera
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Poseidon </span>
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Hermes sided with the Greek.</span></span>
You should let your emotions out. Don't hold them in that only makes it worse... Losing someone you love is very hard and i'm glad you're still here... You should try to vent to someone you trust so you can let everything out. I hope you're okay and i hope you know you're loved.