The pollution of the Kathmandu Valley is believed to be out of control by the environmentalist.
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It is believed that the pollution in Kathmandu Valley is out of control by environmentalist
Answer: Desperate
Explanation Just going off the fact where it says fat doing all these thing is desperate if you are willing to be cold but is fast you are pushing yourself to do this. Energetic from an adrenaline rush.
Okay so...
Morbid means to be appealed to death,
Retrospection means a look into the past.
We can infer she avoids Morbid Retrospection due to a rough past that could have caused PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). Someone could have died in her past that was close to her.