JOCEY, Please dont do anything to hurt yourself!! You have been through so much, I get it, But that doesnt mean you have to give ur life away- Please, please, dont hurt your self- You are the best big sister ever!! I coulnt stand to lose you!! Even when you are down and dont feel like you want to live anymore just remember you have soooooo much to live for!!!!!
I FUCKING KNOW HOW YOU FEEL BUT ATLEAST PEOPLE KNOW THE FUCKING REAL YOU, I AM FUCKING FAKE I AM THE PRICK AND TOXIC PERSON SO ONCE IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE SHUT UP OMG
NO, IM NOT GOING TO SHUT UP. EVERYONE FXCKING HATES ME BECAUSE OF HOW I ACT, BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH OF A BULLY I AM. IM SO DONE WITH LIFE. EVEN MY PARENTS HATE ME
I didn't really like you romantically Elissa, I just wanted to spare your feelings. I don't like Aiden romantically either, I did the same for him. Why? Because yall are my best friends, but I'm a fxcking dxck.
My depression is deadly, my anxiety kills me, my mind is like a prison, Every thought I have screams, I only have nightmares, I daydream & space out for hours, I obsess over things I want, I have an overwhelming urge to kill things I hate or dont like, and I hurt myself for no reason..
I try to help people every fucking day- The most hurt ones are the ones that give the best advice because they have experinced it before- by what u thik ig I have never been through enough to want to hurt myself- Well guess what Jane? I have- Thats why I try to help everyone else so I can make them happy when I cant be-
Devin, they are their own pain and sorrow. They want to put it on you... but, just know you make me and a bunch of other people happy! Fuck the others, you have all that you need <3
Yeah- Im not going to say i know it is because your story is a whole lot different than mine- But like Jocey said I know you, You were always the kindest, smartest person I have ever met (no offence Noah or anyone else) You will be able to get through this- maybe not alone but everyone will always be here for you no matter what happens! I want u to remember that we all love you and always will!
-Kiki- 16 minutes agoDo you like Jocey tho? BrOkE-hObOw 13 minutes agoOf course I like that crackhead -Kiki- 12 minutes agoMore than a friend?!?! BrOkE-hObOw 11 minutes agoOh wouldn't you like to know -Kiki- 11 minutes agotell me! Whats that supposed to mean? BrOkE-hObOw 9 minutes agoI suppose I do like Jocey -Kiki- 9 minutes agoOMG- Haha! Yay! BrOkE-hObOw 9 minutes agoHoly shit I like Jocey! Read more at Answer.Ya.Guru – https://ya.guru/questions/9589264-aiden.html
When the sun goes up When the sun goes down It's been six days now With insomnia Try to touch my skin But I feel nothing I just think of you Don't know what to do Clock is ticking now When I hear the sound Like an empty soul Laying all day long And I move my feet But I feel no beat I pretend to start But I cry inside Tell me how would I, I, I Ever learn, learn, learn Learn to love, love, love, love again Tell me how would I, I, I Ever learn, learn, learn Learn to love, love, love, love again When the sun goes up When the sun goеs down All the things I do To get rid of you Try to make nеw friends Try to go outside And I act okay But it's not the same Tell me how would I, I, I Ever learn, learn, learn Learn to love, love, love, love again Tell me how would I, I, I Tell me how would I, I, I Ever learn, learn, learn Learn to love, love, love, love again Tell me how would I, I, I Ever learn, learn, learn Learn to love, love, love, love again Tell me how, how baby I need to know, oh Tell me how, how 'Cause my heart's icy cold, oh Tell me how would I, I, I Ever learn, learn, learn Learn to love, love, love, love again Tell me how would I, I, I Ever learn, learn, learn Learn to love, love, love, love again Tell me how would I, I, I Ever learn, learn, learn Learn to love, love, love, love again Tell me how would I, I, I Ever learn, learn, learn Learn to love, love, love, love again
Listen to me okay? im in love with you, i love u every second of the day Ive never loved anyone like I love you- I cry over you-not because im emotional but because of the pain in my heart No matter what i do i cannot fall out of love with you i cannot bring myself to forget you, your on my mind everyday and every second Ive never missed anyone as much as i miss you Theres not one girl in the world that means to me as much as you mean to me THATS WHAT IM TELLING NOAH
IT SHOULD BE FROM YOU, IT SHOULD MEAN SOMETHING! NOT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE COPY NO! NOAH NEEDS TO KNOW YOU LOVE HIM DO NOT COPY OR PASTE SHIT TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!
The thing about Noah... he hides his real self. No one really knows what he is feeling like- But, I do know he has a special place for you in his heart. But, he doesn't know how to express it. So, that is why he did what he did. He does love you, just give him time.. please!
꧁༒☬𝓒𝓞𝓡𝓟𝓢𝓔 ☬༒꧂@outlook.com11:06 PM um kiki i have something to tell you You11:11 PM Yes? ꧁༒☬𝓒𝓞𝓡𝓟𝓢𝓔 ☬༒꧂@outlook.com11:11 PM i dont want to be your friend anymore :) and i dont regret You11:12 PM oh- ꧁༒☬𝓒𝓞𝓡𝓟𝓢𝓔 ☬༒꧂@outlook.com11:12 PM i just got in trob You11:12 PM omg- ꧁༒☬𝓒𝓞𝓡𝓟𝓢𝓔 ☬༒꧂@outlook.com11:13 PM but Sad to see you You11:13 PM uhm-ok-.. New Messages ꧁༒☬𝓒𝓞𝓡𝓟𝓢𝓔 ☬༒꧂@outlook.com11:13 PM so um bye? You11:14 PM bye ig- ꧁༒☬𝓒𝓞𝓡𝓟𝓢𝓔 ☬༒꧂@outlook.com11:14 PM Sorry You11:14 PM yeah-
I hate everyone right now. (I don't hate you though.) Error told me that she hates me for some fxcking reason I don't even know. I defended myself and she told me that if I respond to her again that she would report me to the police. And I feel like Max is cheating on Love with Error, I have a screenshot of Error trying to break up with Max from today. (Last I knew, Love isn't okay with polyamory relationships.) And if Max is cheating, he /will/ feel my rage. I would choose Love over some dumb boy. And also Kiki sent me the paragraph she found on Google. Fxck, If she really cared, wouldn't she send something real, something that's not plagiarized? Anyways, I'm very upset with 2022 already. I'm upset with today. And I really wish I was just I could be away from everyone.
Ayayay mijo... I am sorry! But, if you think about it you are finding the real ones... if that makes sense- Kiki does love you. But, she doesn't know how to tell you (Read up for proof) and I will always be here! Fuck 2022 and Error or the corpse person on webex said it to Kiki as well.. And Max is dating others.. (I think Lilly was one of them)
Kill me, PLEASE!!!! The kid my mom babysits is here.. she is staying for like 2 weeks. I wanna kill her, she keeps crying, CHOKING my CATS, and HITTING my DOG!!!! IDFC IF SHE IS 3 YEARS OLD... I. HATE. HER.
Hell, she told me to pack my shit and leave... I have no place to go. Now she wont let me leave! She HATES me, I can see that it is a lie when she says "I love you, Jocelyn." Why do I try to make my family proud.. all it does is make then hate me more and more. So, should I pack and leave?
I give up. She won, all she wants is a quiet daughter so, I will be quiet. She wished I died.. I might make the wish true. I hate me, I hate her, I hate my dad, I hate my brother. I hope I die then they will have a picture perfect family.
people love you, ur fam may not but there are always people who really care and you can talk to them. I am sure many of the poeple here understand what ur going though
I am so sorry you feel that way nobody deserves to go through all that escpiaclly someone like you, you are the sweetest, kindest and most caring for other people that i have ever met, u are there when i need you and whenever i am sad or even worried you help me through all of it and i guess that i just wanted to say thanks for everything u do, plus you do not help just me u help everyone in need that needs help u are the best person a friend could have!
vent // i stop being nice for once in my damn life and now im the person that everyone hates, the person that ruins everything, the person that makes everyone feel like sh-t. and i feel like sh-t every f-cking day now and i just wish i was a piece of misery meat to be eaten or to rot. im tired of living.
momma says im vicarious- i- it basically means i feel everyone else's pain, like, i live through them- like- im listening to felix spilling his emotions out and i /feel/ it- like- i feel his guilt running through me- i feel his sadness- i feel how depressed he is- i feel like him- its making me shake- and im about to cry- and my head hurts so much and i think i might start sobbing like him- i- i dont know what to do- this happens so much- i hate it- i feel like im like this because of my younger years- and- i just hate it- i hate crying because a character is crying bc he crashed his car and his best friends kids passed away bc of it and i feel his depression and guilt running through me- idk what to do- and when people vent to me it happens with me knowing how theyre feeling too- momma says i cant be a therapist bc of this- and i agree- but i just hate it- i hate this feeling- i want to lay in bed and cry- i hate it i hate it i hate it
also new vent, you probably shouldnt read it-// im so mad at my dumb fxcking emotions- i like yuki but ik he dosent like me he likes jane and kiki likes me but my mind dosent chose kiki and i hate it- i love yuki sm and it hurt bc ik he loves jane and jane loves him and i dont wanna break them up but it hurts yk-? and almost every time i like someone they like someone else- like- vicente dosent like me- yuk dosent like me- alex dosent like me- marsh dosent like me- etc- i hate emotions and i wish i could just have none- i hate it i hate it- i hate feeling romance- i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it
i would love to cry but- i cant- my body physically cant cry when i actually want to cry- and it hurts- idk what to do- thank you for being here for me, hermana-
vicente wouldve been a potential forever partner- but- i messed up- i messed up bad- and- i hate myself for it- hes so kind,, he used to draw for me and make music for me,,,we used to call and he used to say sweet things to me in spanish,,, and he means so much to me,, and i ruined it,,
me and him werent officially together- and i got with my partner cherri- he was so heartbroken- i didnt mean to do it- i would leave cherri for him anyday- ive tried twice already but cherri keeps begging me to stay- but- if vicente and i's friendship continues to possibly be a romantic one, i will leave cherri- i would leave anyone and everyone for vinny- i love him so much- he dosent like me romantically anymore, but still-
Cardio plates are not hooked up to anything because you have control over them and to use them you have to stand straight with your feet at shoulder width distance, shoulders back, and two five-pound plates pressed against one another at chest height. Inhale, then press the plates directly out in front of you. When your elbows are fully extended, squeeze through your chest, lift up slightly, and pause.
