The correct answer is letter A "Begrudge"
The act of begrudging is normally associated to the experience of a bad feeling such as reluctance, displeasure or resentment , previous to or during the concession of something.
In the example above, Grandma Helen advises the writer on being generous "t<em>o willingly show other people kindness"</em> even if the opposite were shown towards him.
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She blames herself for her punishment.
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