You can see that he's become a 23 year old person who doesn't know what to do with his life. He graduated and now doesn't know what to do, whether to become a priest or to become an artist. He speaks how fast his life has gone by and how it all seems as if time has stolen his youth and now he has to do something about it.
Answer:i dont know y but when i get off my i have a headache my feet are numb to where i can barely stand and i get light headed but i dont really know y