It is important to know the organizational structure of the work place for decision making
The only one who can truly answer your question is you. honestly, there is nothing wrong with you, we all make mistakes and we are all different. Live the way you want to and don't care about what others say. you are who you are and who you wanna be.
I'd say DBAC in that order
Fresh food is fresh from wherever it came from while prepared takes time and can sometimes have perservitices and other things added to it.