There’s no way you can fully get rid of anxiety, but there’s way you can make yourself feel better. stress is probably one of your main problems. especially for the finals. i understand the finals may seem scary but comparing them to the rest of your grades in the grade book they’re only worth around 100 out of 1000 points. Friends come and go and i understand that they’re close. but maybe you could get their parents numbers and figure out how to hang out over summer, or send each other letters like in a fun way, like they did back then. i hope this helped
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As a boy, I recommend that you should keep on trying your best, and don't give up. Practice on your own.
And for your friend that's mad at you, you should just sit down and work things out between you two.