I believe the correct answer would be “desired” :)
Non-literal
she’s not actually the not sharpest tool, she’s not smart
she’s nice, not actually tasting sweet
she’s never angry, her bones can’t have anger
It is imagery, repetition, tone
Often, I lie awake at night
At night, I ponder
I lay awake and gaze upon the stars
Counting sheep does not help me fall asleep
The clock ticks, but I lie awake
Until the rays of the morning sun hit my face
I changed this poem by adding more detail to the original lines. Since I did this, you can understand what is going on in the poem better.