I have never had a b0y friend, but i did simp over a guy for 5 1/2 months and snuck out 2 1/2 hours to see him in another state. basically what’s meant to be will be, so clearly it ended for a reason, or he got with someone else for a reason. all you can just do is just adapt, focus on yourself for a while, what you want, and just take it easy. and if you’re just talking about a guy you like, just think of some mad icks or tell him how you feel