Madness is the obvious answer, then there are hysteria, delusion, extreme hypochondria, catatonia, to name a few.
Answer:
Well, All I found was a name definition so hopefully thats what you wanted
Explanation:
Your name of Ayorkor has made you a patient, meticulous person.
(tell me if you want more information about that name or if its just wrong)
You characterize it by antagonism.