"Though we were the closest thing Pranab Kaku had to a family that day, we were not included in the group photographs that were taken on the grounds of the country club, with Deborah's parents and grandparents and her many siblings" &" Deborah had made sure that my parents, who did not eat beef, were given fish instead of filet mignon like everyone else<span>."</span>
I think it means he is gay , but I don't know what your exactly asking
Answer:
Fear.
Explanation:
It was in the first sentence. CONTEXT CLUES
It sometimes rhymes or has rhythm.