am i a bad person if i don’t like weddings and my moms wedding is coming up , so family from different countries are staying at
my place and i don’t know them. And i don’t want to get to know them. i hate crowded places, it gets me overwhelmed and when i get overwhelmed i get so angry but i hold it in, and my family don’t seem to understand that. i suggested they go to a hotel and they gave a lecture about “Family is family “. but i don’t care. i’ll admit and say i’m selfish and say things without thinking. and i lack of empathy so i don’t feel sorry, at this point i’m happy at school ,but when i get home i get in a bad mood. and just sleep for hours to avoid everything.
