The long term ill-ness one you would have had time to prepare for, but it doesn't make it any better. It just seems to not hurt as long. You'll be sad for a couple of days. The sudden unexpected one will tear you apart. You'll be shocked and for that you'll wonder, why them and how. You'll most likely be very sad for a long time.
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it is taken by a forward player in soccer