in The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams, is the "Answer to the Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything", calculated by a supercomputer named Deep Thought over a period of 7.5M years.
Evolution, Creation, and manifestation. You must begin to know the meaning of life and wonder why you stumbled here on this rocky planet. You are born 1 in a trillion. You have one life. You have one job. Be you. Do not care what people think at all. Make two realities. Mental and physical reality. Right now people have mostly physical reality checked down. If you start making another reality for yourself to live in,mentally, you won't have the need to care what people think. You are away from physical reality and in your own state of mind. Use your mind and train your mind. Spend time thinking. Spend time in with your mind than other people's minds and other peoples well being. The more you think the more you are away from physical reality. You will then learn what the meaning of life is: Creation. Be on this earth to create. Your life will not last forever but your creation will. Do something big in your life that will impact you and maybe other people. Your life has meaning and you want to leave your mark. Manifest energy and absorb it in a way. Find peace with yourself. All this may sound corny but also evolve yourself. You are gonna start off immature but then once you don't care about other things that are nothing to you, then you will begin to mature. You are important and this is why life can be difficult and beautiful in a way. Humans focus too much on the bad things. Forget the bad stuff. Focus on your mental reality and make sure that you have a well being. No one on this earth is useless if we create, evolve, and manifest. Become your greatest self. The definition of life in the Merriam dictionary is to exist. It tells you there. Feel alive. Not dead.
You should sit down and have a calm and collected talk. start of easy and work your way up to it. Make sure to tell him you love him and that this is who you are. I think he'll understand and he'll love you know matter what.
