My mom does a lot for me, she is like every mom who picks up stuff from school for me and works so I can have a good life. But,
every single day she tells me that I am ugly and fat, once in the mall she was walking with me and my sister, she stopped and turned around and told me "You will not walk with me because I don't want people thinking I have a fat girl as a daughter" and those words keep repeating over and over in my head all the time. When I was younger I thought the girls who face this problem were being dramatic until I experienced it myself. It hurts, there are many days where she makes pig faces and says "you are useless." Today, she told me a hundred times how ugly and fat I am and how she wished she never had me. She never once apologized. My mom does buy me stuff so I am confused if this is normal because I have always been treated like this. I have never talked to anyone about this. All she ever talked about was how I looked and even when I got straight A's all she would ever say is "ok" and she goes back to my weight. I cry myself to sleep because I think it is just me and that I am overly sensitive and what she is saying is not even that deep. I am so confused, I want to explode and tell the world and tell my aunts who don't even know this is happening because my mom always says what I do wrong but never says what she says to me. What should I do? Please help me.
Explanation: If she thinks you are Fat and Ugly that messed up because she's the one who gave birth to you.. this means she is fat and ugly to.. Don't let the negativity get to you. Next time she says anything bad to you just imagine she is saying it to herself..
