You want to fall in love with someone or get a boyfriend. Its a natural urge for everyone to feel so but comes the question how and why.
Explanation:
I guess your age is below 20. This is the time you make career choices and important life decisions and choosing an emotional partner whom you give your total emotional control is one of them.
You want to be strong enough, self-sufficient and complete before you take the step. Because many teenagers do not filter their partner and go deep for total physical features. Assuming you are complete and can afford relationship then you can take the step.
Choose the person who sees the quality in you rather than physical features then you can definitely get a potential boyfriend. Be curious and know about him, befriend him and then take gradual steps .