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Those are clear examples of child neglect. Child neglect is a form of child abuse where a parent or a guardian fails to provide adequate health care, food, clothing, shelter, hygiene, and physical, social, emotional needs of a child. Deliberately neglecting a child when options are available, like your question is, is a clear example of child neglect.
You didn’t put the choices down
Well, theres a lot of factors that fall into this. How old are you? Did your "Parents" allow? If you disobey what they had said, it is a risky behavior because you don't know the outcome is. Therefore it's "Risky". If this wasn't the answer you were seeking, sorry! Anything else I can do to help?