Question

I don’t express any feelings except anger, i had therapy before but never spoke abt my feelings, only one who had childhood trauma, i have extreme mood swings, i get rlly angry whenever any guest sleep in my room or touch my stuff, i have abandonment and social anxiety but i live in a family who have both parents and are fine with being social, feel lonely and angry for hours and sometimes days, sometimes i can get selfish and rude to anyone, i don’t feel sympathy for anyone, always feel like things around me are just imaginary. my friend said i show many signs of BPD
Am i just a bad person or is there something wrong with me?

Answer 1

No, you’re not a bad person. Many of the symptoms you listed are symptoms of BPD(Borderline Personality Disorder)
It can only be diagnosed by a psychiatrist and you would possibly benefit from medication and therapy…if it is BPD, there are definitely ways to treat it and the best part is that after just a little treatment, most people will see an improvement in their symptoms and their self image overall. The sooner you get to a psychiatrist and get tested, the sooner you will know what you’re facing and develop a treatment plan with your doctor….and give yourself a little kindness and love. Don’t automatically believe what you’re experiencing are character flaws as opposed to reasons to seek medical attention.