I don’t express any feelings except anger, i had therapy before but never spoke abt my feelings, only one who had childhood trau
ma, i have extreme mood swings, i get rlly angry whenever any guest sleep in my room or touch my stuff, i have abandonment and social anxiety but i live in a family who have both parents and are fine with being social, feel lonely and angry for hours and sometimes days, sometimes i can get selfish and rude to anyone, i don’t feel sympathy for anyone, always feel like things around me are just imaginary. my friend said i show many signs of BPD Am i just a bad person or is there something wrong with me?
No, you’re not a bad person. Many of the symptoms you listed are symptoms of BPD(Borderline Personality Disorder) It can only be diagnosed by a psychiatrist and you would possibly benefit from medication and therapy…if it is BPD, there are definitely ways to treat it and the best part is that after just a little treatment, most people will see an improvement in their symptoms and their self image overall. The sooner you get to a psychiatrist and get tested, the sooner you will know what you’re facing and develop a treatment plan with your doctor….and give yourself a little kindness and love. Don’t automatically believe what you’re experiencing are character flaws as opposed to reasons to seek medical attention.
This depends, if your life is at risk because of an illness and there is nothing else to save your life you need drugs, but if it is just abonimal pain in your stomach you could drink water or herbal teal.
